We have to do a mini-play where we seperate the character from the actor. Aka I have to act and I was like shit, i fucking hate acting. And then I am paired with this slutty bitch (the jordanian whore, who was also the girl leading the human rights thing) who pushed to play the slutty girl in our scene. God hates me? No, Mr. Cisek kinda does ;) (love-hate thing going on, hehe)

Nick (as I rant to him about the injustice of being paired with her as we chill in dunkin donuts after school) says, "well its too much like her for it to be brecht. She can never stop being a slut so she'd be a better Lucy (name of character)" I hugged him then kasi totoo nga! plus she never plays out of her personality kasi she's dumb and too much of a whore to notice ^^

I play the girl-next door who is blind and naive. Its not me, but thats the point of the brecht play! DO NOT BE YOU! When asked by Mr. Cisek what I would do when I meet that character, I said I would hit her. And I would! Because she is really a helpless naive damsel in distress. Eh yun ung sinisigawan ko sa mga anime na pinapanuod ko way back in the day. Hehehe. And I was pissed at that whore kasi she is an airhead. So I also meant I would hit her.

Mr. cisek asked if I ever hit a girl and I was like yes. He was shocked and said, Wow, I didn't expect that from you! QUite amusing ^^ He was also the one who was shocked that I swear like mad.

Last rant: I hate paul (trinidadian kid) kasi I supported a bakesale of the aids awareness club. Then he was like, buy from the homeless help club. And I was like, ok maybe. But I'd rather support the aids awareness club because it is a global cause promoting the welfare of poor children who deserve a chance at life. Plus the homeless people in NY are mean (and from my ranting, u know XD) tapos he yelled at me about being like the white beaurocrats in america (did I mention he doesnt know how to say beaurocrat. he was screaming at me about something he cant pronounce let alone fathom that I was quite pissed off). I mean I got so mad kasi naman diba what do I care? I mean I have my own countries problems to worry about and the fact that he was yelling really drove me over the edge. So I screamed, I lived in a fucking third world country you retard, you should think about how well-off the homeless in new york already are. Plus you cant even pronounce beaurocrat because you are ignorant and quite arrogant. You can be racist adn yell at people if you are well-educated about teh topic and want to prove a point. But you can't be taht dumb and yell about beaurocrats and things you can't even pronounce.